I want to check on my FB but I'm scared. Baka kung ano pa mabasa ko. My eyes hurt. Paulit ulit kong iniisip, tama ba talaga ginawa ko? I miss her so bad. :'( Sobrang nakakadown. Nakakadepress. 1st day pa lang at parang hindi na ako aabot pa ng isang oras. Gusto ko matunaw. Iniiwasan ko phone ko. Kahit ano na pwede kong makita na gustuhin ko pang bumalik, magsorry at kausapin siya. Nakalimutan ko na gusto pala ng Parents niya makausap mom ko.
Things are really difficult right now. Hindi ko alam kung kanino ko ipapakausap. Mga ate ko, wala. Mom's busy. Hayy. I don't want to check my phone. I don't want to be disappointed na baka walang text o ano. Hayy. Darn mind. I don't know what to do. Should I watch a movie? What movie. Fcking movies, naaalala ko lang siya eh :'( anime? Tinatamad ako maghanap ng ibang anime. Youtube. Yes Youtube. I need escape from reality with the help of my idols, PewDiePie, Markiplier and VanossGaming. And here goes the tears again.
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